I hate to be one for the next couple of weeks but I must discipline myself in order to score well on this exam. I'm perturbed by the idea that I've been studying for this thing for the past month and have only a week to go before I actually take the damn thing. Let it be over already, please?! It definitely does not help that I'm working full-time and still trying to live a stress-free life. I hate making sacrifices.
I'm trying to find a balance.
I had dinner with Lara today at Sweet Tomato. I always love hanging out with you. You're incredibly positive and always check me when I forget to be grateful of little things. We conversed about future plans of escape, balanced our expenditures for the following months, giggled about spontaneity and irrelevant events that would make us absolutely and entirely metaphysically and spiritually fulfilled. Man, where the fuck is my The Saint, the Surfer & CEO book in times like this? I needa pull out a quote from there like, now to show the sheer enjoyment of freedom from this corporate stricken environment we're all working in. Ugh... and we have work tomorrow, damit.
Alongside of all of this, I'm still in limbo with life.
Emotional veracity. (Check--even if it hurts)
Direction. (Pending)
Happiness. (looks side to side, Pending)
Hope. (Check)
Anything that has to do with growth (Please, Check)
I feel like I'm in a labrynth. When can I get outttttttt?
P.S. & I still don't know why I'm taking this exam if I don't even know what I'm doing with my life. Why does it have to be so complicated when you're searching for self-satisfaction?
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